| I need to work harder. He is doing so much to better himself and to ensure that we can live comfortably soon enough. I've been so bummed out, I can't be optimistic when I have so much worry. My first priority is my schoolwork. If I can raise my grades and improve my SAT score by a little bit more, that would help ease my concerns about getting into the school I want to and obtaining a visa.
I'm not sure if he knows how much he inspires me to do better. I hope he knows. |
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| I'm considering getting an IUS put in. I'd like to have to not worry about taking the pill every day and remembering to get my prescription refilled, it would be brilliant! I'm really hoping my insurance covers it. :3
There is concern about it possibly perforating my uterus because, you know, that would really suck. Other than that, it sounds positively amazing. Has anyone got any experience with Mirena? I'd like to know all that I can before making a decision. x |
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| Wow, I have been away for a really long time. Sorry. :(
I've been out exploring other communities. Just observing, no direct contact. Joining would feel like a commitment I am not yet willing to make. During that time, I've developed an interested in lolita fashion. I've been doing my fair share of research and exploration, and after converting Japanese yen to USD, I've found out that it is an expensive hobby to take up. So far, I've got $9 in my piggy bank. That has brought me to the conclusion:
Less sweets, more petticoats.
Just as an update, Amsterdam was fantastic. The city is so much different from New York. It has got an undeniable charm and comfort that makes me feel like a fish out of water in my own city. I feel homesick for Holland. It's good that Alex is going to be staying for the summer. Although I'd like to go back as soon as I possibly can, he is all the Dutch I need!
So hello! -waves- |
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| I never thought I could be so alone. |
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| You are the apple of my eye. ♥ |
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